Dance In The Dark

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New Years Resolutions 

One of my favorite hott mess Club Hell Pics 2009

Anyone who has talked to me for more than 5 seconds knows where I am on Wednesday night.

Club Hell Fetish Night

I went for the first time when I was 18 on June 18th 2008 with my friend Amanda and her boyfriend at the time, Adam. 

I remember parking unnecessarily far away and feeling very awkward walking to the door. 

The first song that was playing was Tainted Love by Marilyn Manson.

I shyly shuffled about the club, dancing on the entrance side of the dancefloor and after we came back from having a cigarette we found an empty spot near the dj booth and Amanda I held on to the railing of a platform for the rest of the night.

I’ve made it my mission to go every Wednesday since that first week and I’ve done a pretty good job.

Over the years Club Hell became less of a night club to me and more of a place I can just let go. If I was having a bad week I could go there, and as soon as I stepped through the door it was like I was exhaling for the first time. I didn’t care if people were watching me dance, I felt every song as if it was a part of my body pushing me to the beat. Club Hell has been the place I can go and not feel weird because I like my beats fast and my bass down low, because I draw my eyebrows on and have scars, because my face could set off a metal detector, because I get waaaaay too excited when I hear a song I like 

Club Hell has been a place where I’ve met amazing people, fell in love with DJing, danced to amazing music and really became more secure with myself.

There’s a lot of talk about the night moving to another venue so it’s possible that next week I’ll have somewhere to go and this post will be irrelevant but it has been confirmed that Fetish Night at Club Hell will be a thing of the past come tomorrow morning.

I wanted to write this because a lot of people know I go to Club Hell but not everyone knows why I keep going and I just wanted to get it out.

savedbythatsoutherncharm:

 

 If Barbie was an actual woman, she would be 5’9” tall, have a 39” bust, an 18” waist, 33” hips and a size 3 shoe.

• Barbie calls this a “full figure” and likes her weight at 110 lbs.

• At 5’9” tall and weighing 110 lbs, Barbie would have a BMI of 16.24 and fit the weight criteria for anorexia. She likely would not menstruate.

• If Barbie was a real woman, she’d have to walk on all fours due to her proportions.

 • Slumber Party Barbie was introduced in 1965 and came with a bathroom scale permanently set at 110 lbs with a book entitled “How to Lose Weight” with directions inside stating simply “Don’t eat.”